it is tiring, painful, dark and scary... i thought it has bring me to other world.. with a new spirit, with a new hope... the hope and the spirit that have been lost from my heart... from time to time i find my way become so blur, wondering it is a right path that i had chosen? or only the path that i thought it was right but the reality isn't... there are few times, the moment flooded my head... make me think to leave this path and starts the new one which the road that not taken by anyone... am i too rush or is it the time... i don't know and i also clueless...
when every time somebody came and give my some positive support... again i feel better... thought that the survival already ends that time... but not, it just like someone who drown in the middle of the sea, grasping for the air and asking for the help... by the time he be able to take a breath he thought he was safe but not yet.. the water will pull you more deeper and make you more drown up... not only that it also took up your energy... till one time your energy wasn't there anymore and that time only you and your lord.... oh Allah help me.. give me strength to face all this things...
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